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Lately,

I haven’t been posting any of my vents on Tumblr. I don’t know why, but I guess I like venting in my own journal rather than having it all in public.

But there’s been something thats bothering my mind lately. Lately, Ive been hearing about all these stories about women being mistreated by their own man. I care, i mean, it bothers me because it doesn’t matter if they tell you that you aint nothing.. dont believe him. That goes for all the women out there too that are in relationships too.

We shouldn’t treat our women like shit, it hurts whenever I hear stories like this happen and even happen to my own friends too. REAL MEN, would stand up and support and do whatever they can to make a woman’s life betteer. It upsets me that I always hear about this going on, I know the world’s unfair, we just need more men to man up and take responsibility of their own shit. What makes me mad, is when they leave their woman to parent. We all came from a woman, got our name from a woman, and hell.. I came from a woman. I’ve always wondered why is it always that we abuse our women, take from our women, rape our women, and just hate on our women.

Its about time we all take care of our women, defend our women, protect our women, and heal our women. If there werent women in the world, there wouldnt be brains in the world. A man has no idea what women go through, until they know and understand how hard/difficult it is, they have no idea what its like to be a man yet. Its hard for a woman, especially when a woman is the only one thatll have the baby on their own. Dads not there, he left for being scared and left just left you alone.

I know its hard for all the women out there, theres a lot a woman has to deal with. I pay respect to all the women out there keepin their heads up, inside its hard.. i know your suffering, but outside its like your fearless. I know its crazy, but all the women, please.. you gotta keep your head up.

LOL, This is me, Ian, and Chris streaking on New Years. My friend Jason was holding the camera. (:

Late..

Its 4:00am right now and I still can’t sleep.

Let’s see..

Ending of 2008 - Wasn’t that great. I did too many things that I knew I’d regret. Wasn’t a good ending, or a good start for 2009 either. All I could say is that it didn’t end so well that time.

Year of 2009 - The year didn’t start out as well either, I had way too much bullshi.. going on at home, friends, school, etc. The first half of 2009 was a huge pain in the ass. Too much stress was going on with me and lots of changes were happening. I ended up losing a lot of people this year and the most important ones too. I got myself into wayy too many bad situations that became difficult to get out of. I almost lost someone very important in my life, almost for good. Theres a story behind it though, I met her on AIM last year around late September. I had a crazy ass experience with her since then, ha, in a good way though. We loved each other and hated each other. We loved each other and hated each other again. We promised each other and we broke the promise. We promised and broke it again. We loved each other and we fell out of love. We loved each other and we hated each other again. We promised and lost it. We promised and lost it again. Ahhaha, but that was then.. Its different now because now I know how I feel now and hopefully she does too, ahah. Other than that, 2009 went by super fast. Every year seems to go by fast and I bet around this time in 2010 I’ll be reading my past blogs like how I am now, lmao. But yeah, most of the year was bad, but it got a lot better towards the end. Im happy with how things are going now, I have my family, my friends, and everything else, lol.

For 2010 - A good year and for good things to happen. (:

brandonparas:

KNOW YOUR ROOTS! -

“Dumaan man sa malakas na alon, lahat tayo ay makakaahon.”

(“Even though we’ve gone through the strong tide, we will survive.”)

Even though the Philippines was struck not by one, but THREE TYPHOONS week by week, they’re still able to stay positive, and lively. Hmm.. i was watching TFC today and Its hard to imagine how the people there are so able to stay graceful and celebrate Christmas with simplicity, even tho they lost their homes, siblings, families, and much more; they know how to stay strong, positive, and lively. It took me the whole week to realize how good we have life here. Even though they can’t afford materialistic things, they’re still able to celebrate as a whole and just enjoy this passing season.

I noticed that with the Filipino community, even though a lot of families live thousands of miles away from each other, we’re all able to cooperate and help those in need. I mean, just appreciating the people i have in my life and to be grateful for the things i own that others may not is already enough. I know how i say I don’t like how my life is going because of the problems i have with my friends and such but, hey.. i’m still alive, and i should be thankful and appreciate the opportunities that God has given me. This year I’m definitely giving more rather than receiving. I already have more than enough, just being able to live is more than enough.

This is also a shout out to everyone as well. It doesn’t matter what race you are.. if you’re Indian, African-American, Japanese, Mexican, Filipino, Japanese, Vietnamese, and whatever else you may be, be more grateful for what you have instead of asking for more, for what you don’t have. Show appreciation to your own community, your neighbors, your city, your culture.

Title of song :

Bro, Ikaw ang Star ng Pasko (Jesus, you are the Star of Christmas)

Its been a month since I posted this and Christmas is very near. This year’s Christmas will be a lot more different for me than before. This past month i’ve been working really hard to help things out with the family, school, and my friends; but i’m grateful for that. Being able to go to school, live with a family, having friends that are there for you. I should appreciate it more than taking it for granted. Last year’s holidays wern’t the best for me, I took things way too for granted, but I learned my lesson the hard way. I guess i’ve improved and became a much better person than before. Ahah, but like I said on my original post, i’m not asking for materialistic things this year because i have enough, more than enough. All I want this Christmas is to spend my time with my family and just be thankful for what i have.

With that said, Happy Holidays everyone! I hope you have a good one. (:

I can’t eat. I want to sleep.

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thaatjudygirl:

Christmas Must Be Something More - Taylor Swift

“ Please just kill the drama.
Go to sleep, we’ll talk tomorrow.
Dream about me, and don’t worry
We’ll be fine.

— KillTheDrama//Spitalfield

I love sleeping.

I dont know why, but i love sleeping; even though im not even feeling tired. Aha, sleeping helps get away from everything; feeelings, desires, people, things I usually do everday, etc. Im not lazy, depressed, or tired. I just love to sleep. Before I sleep I usually think of a certain someone and by the time I fall asleep, that certain someone is in my dreams. I just.. want to sleep. Ahahahahah.